Sunday, January 1, 2012

Happy New Year

I woke up this morning and discovered I have lost another pound.  This puts me at -34.  I officially have 24 pounds left on this weight  loss journey.  My goal is to weigh in at 133.   That said, I will allow myself to lose weight into the 120's.  When that happens I will most likely be forced to take some kind of medication for my diabetes.  I can't eat to keep my blood sugar down and not lose weight.  My beautiful sister tried it unsuccessfully.   When I reach that point, I will allow myself to return to eating normal portions of healthy carbohydrates meaning whole grains. 

There is a part of this story that is very very important.  I no longer like refined wheat products.  The just have no flavor or texture to me anymore.  The same thing happened with sugar.  During my pregnancies, I was misdiagnosed with gestational diabetes.  I actually have MODY2, but the course of action was the same,  This diet or something very similar to it.  Over the three pregnancies, two of them back to back,  I had to cut out all soft drinks, among other things.  During that time, I completely lost my love of sweets.  Cokes are absolutely too sweet for me.  I can't stand them.  Now that the same thing has happened with highly processed wheat, I feel like a permanent change has come over my life and I will be able to maintain a healthy weight once I achieve it.  Remember, I've been at this 9 months.  I've been very gentle with myself.  I gave myself plenty of ways to cheat without really cheating in the beginning. 

More to come on the ways to cheat without cheating tomorrow.

2 comments:

Dee/reddirtramblings said...

Very good witness Debbi. You know I don't eat wheat or dairy and haven't for five years. I do wish, sometimes for cheese and whole-wheat bread. I remember the taste, but I also remember the pain. Congratulations on the weight loss. Hang in there. I'm starting the Dukan diet tomorrow I think because my weight is out of control.~~Dee

Aunt Debbi/kurts mom said...

good luck to you Dee. I think it is really important that we all eat correctly for our specific health needs. I've sent many a person to your blog to look for glutton free recipes.